palm beach

Last night/early this morning I was in Palm Beach. Which part? I don't know. You're asking the wrong person. All I know is that we went past Lake Worth. What was the purpose of being there? Not sure of that either. I'm guessing we were at the house of my stepdad's family or family friends. We didn't do much which probably was due to arriving so late. Everyone else ate. I wasn't in the mood. I mostly watched videos and talked to my brother.

What a waste of gas... We probably stayed for like 2 hours max then went back home. On the way home all I could think about is him. Since last Wednesday things haven't been the same. At least they don't feel the same. Maybe he's just in a mood cuz of his car being towed which is reasonable. Or maybe he's given up. On me.

I hope not though. Cuz I still love him. Even though I think that at this point we might be better off as friends. At least for the moment so that there's no pressure. As much as I'd like for things to work out I can't force it. And I can't do it all by myself. He needs to make the effort too. And if he feels how he claims t feel about me, he should stop making excuses. Only then will there be progress.